Why we become like this?

althought today we got speak but the feel  din like before.my heart was not well...why we become like tat,we friendship will broken?
in the past,when we have quarrel ,we speak with each other,we will fine again but now why haven like this jorr....
i haven cry, not u are the unimportant for me...i tell u : u are the whole fren i care  >.<
Now,we like very strange..  :(

my  dear told me don like tat :"u already retrieve this frienship,if she treat as this friendship she will forgive u.."i already initiative speak with her,but the result not me wan geh ...'.hou xiang sum ahr....'

Lastly,i hope she can see dou this diary ♥